Time And Trauma (2015)




















Vanish lyrics - 36 Crazyfists

I come with weight
I feel the anchors pulling me down, no escape
Starving to breathe
A hole in my heart stealing life from me, set me free

I come with weight
I feel the anchors pulling me down, no escape
Starving to breathe
A hole in my heart stealing life from me, set me free

The vanishing
The vanishing

Take me down for another one
Till this all begins for me to understand
Where I won't feel the same
Starving to breathe
A hole in my heart stealing life from me, set me free

I come with weight
I feel the anchors pulling me down, no escape
Starving to breathe
A hole in my heart stealing life from me, set me free

The vanishing
The vanishing

Take me down for another one
Till this all begins for me to understand
Where I won't feel the same
Starving to breathe
A hole in my heart stealing life from me, set me free

The vanishing
We all disappear
The vanishing
We all disappear
The vanishing
We all disappear
The vanishing
We all disappear

11.24.11 lyrics - 36 Crazyfists

I feel abandoned by the look on my face, suffering the blame
I've laid in graves of the rains
Weight of hollow breath

Swallowing the darkness, the only thing I've left
So much passion from driving nails in my lungs
The darkest hour when my life is in ruins, I scrape the walls with broken flesh from above

I've taken daggers in my back and replaced
Fading out again

I pull away from the pain, sucking out the death

Swallowing the darkness, the only thing I've left
So much passion from driving nails in my lungs
The darkest hour when my life is in ruins, I scrape the walls with broken flesh from above

And we stood in that room and watched it cover all of us
Like the plague it covered us all
And I loved loving you was the last thing she said
And I loved loving you was the last thing I said

The sky went red
The sky went red
The sky went red
Turn your back and run

So much passion from driving nails in my lungs
The darkest hour when my life is in ruins, I scrape the walls with broken flesh from above

With broken flesh from above, I light fire to this hell
And with broken flesh from above. I cut it's fuckin' head off

Sorrow Sings lyrics - 36 Crazyfists

Bad luck wind blowin' in the breath of death
From the sway the lens bleeds deep across the screen
Sound the voice of life and bury it beneath your feet

I wish this light would never ever dim
I wish this light would never dim

Sorrow sings of everything but survival doesn't seem to ring
Isolate, contain your pain to outlast the taste of misery

I believe the curse will swallow its teeth
Show the stars and I can clear the air and love the end
As hollow as that sounds, I begin to breathe somehow

I wish this light would never ever dim
I wish this light would never dim

Sorrow sings of everything but survival doesn't seem to ring
Isolate, contain your pain to outlast the taste of misery

The curse will swallow its teeth
The past will fall at your feet
Sorrow sings, this sorrow

Sorrow sings of everything but survival doesn't seem to ring
Isolate, contain your pain to outlast the taste of misery

Sorrow sings
This sorrow
This sorrow
Sorrow sings
This sorrow
This sorrow
Sorrow sings

Lightless lyrics - 36 Crazyfists

I look for answers to pave the truth
Loss fills like storm clouds underneath the moon
Don't plan to live forever but I wanted her to
Burning hole where my heart was

Out in the distance the voices die
Hollow walls and empty eyes
Love alive where love never dies
Blacken the water it's harder to cry

I welcome damage and embrace scars
Grew up lightless the land of the dark
Thought I'd live forever, so many things to do
Broken under the armor

Out in the distance the voices die
Hollow walls and empty eyes
Love alive where love never dies
Blacken the water it's harder to cry

Nothing kills, it's lightless
Nothing kills this darkness, it's lightless

Don't plan to live forever but I wanted her to

I look for answers to pave the truth
Loss fills like storm clouds underneath the moon
Don't plan to live forever but I wanted her to

Out in the distance the voices die
Hollow walls and empty eyes
Love alive where love never dies
Blacken the water it's harder to cry

Nothing kills this darkness this darkness
It's lightless

Time And Trauma lyrics - 36 Crazyfists

I've seen the devil in many of my days
Lately I've decorated far too many graves
Put death down and tried to walk into the sun
Without the flames igniting me all at once

Time and trauma both follow me
One in the ocean, the other in the sea
What is the difference to me?
I am now a statue, that's fallen to his knees
And what is the difference to me?
I am now a statue, that's fallen to disease

I've seen the devil in many of my days
Lately I've decorated far too many graves
Put death down and tried to walk into the sun
Without the flames igniting me all at once

Time and trauma both follow me
One in the ocean, the other in the sea
What is the difference to me?
I am now a statue, that's fallen to his knees
And what is the difference to me?
I am now a statue, that's fallen to disease

Pick up the pieces, breathe
The bleeding will remind the spark
Don't let the chaos stop the heart

What is the difference to me
I am now a statue, that's fallen to his knees
And what is the difference to me
I am now a statue, that's fallen to disease

I've seen the devil in many of my days
Lately I've decorated far too many graves

Also Am I lyrics - 36 Crazyfists

Looking lost as the night disappears. I hold my breath as I wait out the fear
Swallowing the plagues I own and draped in hell from head to toe, and I design serene but I poison the inside
Avalanche crashes down and I'm to remain calm?

If you were looking for someone to save you, also am I
If you were looking for something to believe, also am I
Don't go quietly

Cold air brings the breath to light, a glass bottle drinks the city dry
Following the path I'm in has never been my closest friend, and
I design serene but I poison the inside

Avalanche crashes down and I'm to remain calm?
Come on!

If you were looking for someone to save you, also am I
If you were looking for something to believe, also am I
If you were looking for someone to save you, also am I
Don't go quietly

If you were looking for someone to save you, also am I
I you were looking for something to believe you, also am I
It disappears and I am looking lost, draped in hell
It disappears and I am looking lost, draped in hell

Don't go quietly

Translator lyrics - 36 Crazyfists

In light of all these events
I divide all of my defense
Black are my eyes like sharks in disguise

It won't go away when everything is taken away from me
It's so sickening when everything is breaking away from me
But I guess I knew the ocean would swallow the end

I'm still weary from you
Under a thousand nights of déjà vu

I'm still weary from you
Under a thousand nights of déjà vu

It's just stealing the wind from me with ghosts whispering
We'll translate the sea to you the place where you wanted to be
As my heart sinks deep into the riverbed

I'm still weary from you
Under a thousand nights of déjà vu

I'm still weary from you
Under a thousand nights of déjà vu

In light of all these events
I divide all of my defense
Black are my eyes like sharks in disguise

I'm still weary from you
Under a thousand nights of déjà vu

I'm still weary from you
Under a thousand nights of déjà vu

With a thousand knives I'm coming for you

Silencer lyrics - 36 Crazyfists (feat. Adam Jackson)

We can't find ourselves
We can't find ourselves

Mistakes have had their way with me
Lost in the darkest places to be
(Places to be)

If you hear my name stay close to all you claim

Deep in the river of bones
All alone I cast my stones

Even if the devil made amends with me
I'd certainly decline to be a friend of enemies
From my yesterdays
Indeed I needed to bleed

Distaste grows comfortably in me
Losing the truth navigating the seas
(Navigating the seas)

If you lose your way
Never look back and storm hell's gate

Deep in the river of bones
All alone I cast my stones

Even if the devil made amends with me
I'd certainly decline to be a friend of enemies
From my yesterdays
Indeed I needed to bleed
Indeed I needed to bleed

Oh

Reclaiming the death of me
Deny my flesh, deny my blood
Conflicted reality, I will transcend, I will become one

Deny my flesh, deny my blood, only my heart is real
Deny my flesh, deny my blood, only my heart is real

Even if the devil made amends with me
I'd certainly decline to be a friend of enemies
From my yesterdays
Indeed I needed to bleed
Indeed I needed to bleed

Slivers lyrics - 36 Crazyfists

My bones caught a fever narrow and deep
It's hard to be a believer, this I believe
My heart again, old deceiver
Constant caving until the end

Wake up, I'm still taking this all in (waking up)
I'm still taking this all in (Wake up)
It's still following me, sounding like a whisper, crashing like a tree
It's still following me

My soul full of slivers, dirty and diseased
Hellbent a sinner, a saint I'll never be my past again
True believer
Constant caving until the end

Wake up, I'm still taking this all in (waking up)
I'm still taking this all in (wake up)
It's still following me
Sounding like a whisper
Crashing like a tree
It's still following me

It's still following me
Sounding like a whisper
Crashing like a tree
It's still following me

It's still following
It's still following me
It's still underneath my skin sucking the life
Stare down from mountains edge
Let it fucking bleed

It's still following me
Sounding like a whisper
Crashing like a tree
It's still following me

It's still following me
Sounding like a whisper
Crashing like a tree
It's still following me

Wake up
Waking up
Wake up

Swing The Noose lyrics - 36 Crazyfists

Midnight came and went
I lie awake and speak with the moon
Broken in a million pieces again, I numb myself with the substances

It's not the same
It may look that way but the faces have surely changed
Give me the blame and I will bury it deep down
And keep it from surfacing

Swing the noose my way
I'll hang here, I deserve to stay
Swing the noose my way
Until I've changed my ways

Never sink this low
I remember writing it on my arms
Looking down at skin, I see where I've been
And the burn inside my heart

It's not the same
It may look that way but the faces have surely changed
Give me the blame and I will bury it deep down
And keep it from surfacing

Swing the noose my way
I'll hang here, I deserve to stay
Swing the noose my way
Until I've changed my ways

How many times can I bring it down here?
How many times can I put it back?
How many times can I bring it down here?
How many times can I put it back?

Swing the noose my way
I'll hang here, I deserve to stay
Swing the noose my way
Until I've changed my ways

Swing the noose my way
I'll hang here, I deserve to stay
Swing the noose my way
Swing it my way

Gathering Bones lyrics - 36 Crazyfists (feat. Kelly Acone)

Oh listener can you hear me?
Spirits been crushed and vanished beneath
Oh sympathy can you feel me?
Received the words of dead end sound
I never ever meant to lose your way

As black as night, I see ghosts surround my pain (surrounding my pain)
And you my heart, forever saint
Caught up in all this hell and I couldn't save you

Steal the sleep from our eyes, stealing the sleep

Can I save the air tonight?
I'll be all alone, open your lungs
I'm gathering bones

Stare at the sun until it burns your eyes
Caught in a daydream of death, of loss, love and lies
I am alive through a haze of sleep and you are my true north
With love and disease

Steal the sleep from our eyes
Stealing the sleep

Can I save the air tonight?
I'll be all alone, open your lungs
I'm gathering bones

Is there anything left at the end of the road?
I'm wishing you the best, as I'm gathering bones

Rest easy, easy for me

Cut me open, let it spill
Cut me open, let it spill
Cut me open, let it spill
Cut me open, cut me open

Can I save the air tonight?
I'll be all alone, open your lungs
I'm gathering bones

Is there anything left at the end of the road?
I'm wishing you the best, as I'm gathering bones

Marrow lyrics - 36 Crazyfists (feat. Stephanie Plate)

Wake up to you above my bed, angelic stranger
Time waits for no one she said and I believed her
Slowly we danced into the night
Oceans and moonlight and carefully I watched as she set my soul on fire

Time waits for no one she said and I believed her
And time waits for no one she sang, she sang

I suppose to walk away would be too easy
When signs flashed to run without a trace we said forever
Angels in this wake, arrived and gathered fate
How one touch could save the world or at least mine

Time waits for no one she said and I believed her
And time waits for no one she sang, she sang

Death called for me tonight but I'm not answering
Lord pull me down and put me back in place
Storm after storm, awake and alone
I'll give you everything I have, pray it's enough

Death called for me tonight but I'm not answering
Lord pull me down
Storm after storm, awake and alone
I'll give you everything I have, pray it's enough

Feel it pull like the tide
Hand of the sea subtly drowning me
Watch it turn, never free
Marks on a cell, come devour me
Steadily she'll increase. descending leaps
She passes over me

Death called for me tonight but I'm not answering
Lord pull me down and put me back in place
Storm after storm, awake and alone
I'll give you everything I have, pray it's enough

Death called for me tonight but I'm not answering
Lord pull me down
Storm after storm, awake and alone
I'll give you everything I have, pray it's enough

Lord pull me down (Lord pull me down)
Lord pull me down (Lord pull me down)
Lord pull me down (Lord pull me down)
Lord pull me...

I, Erase lyrics - 36 Crazyfists

Can you tell just by looking at me
I've been abandoned by recovery?
I always ran but I never escaped
My secrets are written all over my face

And I have become more than I care
Bearing the burdens of despair
I know day takes me under
Graves take me far away
I erase, I erase!

What are your chances while balancing pain
When getting lost becomes discovery?
I always ran but I never escaped
My secrets are written all over my face

And I have become more than I care
Bearing the burdens of despair
I know day takes me under
Graves take me far away
I know day takes me under
Graves take me far away
I erase, I erase!
I erase!

I go to sleep in anxiety sheets
Like a magnet of things left unsaid
I go to sleep in anxiety sheets
Like a magnet of things left unsaid

And I have become more than I care
Bearing the burden

I know day takes me under
Graves take me far away
I know day takes me under
Graves take me far away
I erase!